I was going to do this as another vlog but then realised that the lighting is crap in my room so henceforth this shit is getting typed up.
After a non-eventful shift at work, I came home to a quiet house as usual, and pondered YouTube, as you do. I was watching a vlog of one of my favourite youtubers and it turns out she is pregnant, which is cool!
But from there onwards on that creepy old suggestions panel on the side came up with many videos usually within the title included '*Age* (12-14) and PREGNANT'. The videos would usually ensue a long ramble about how they got pregnant, how supportive their so-called 'boyfriends' are, and how they're going to be a big happy family and blah blah.
Some of these videos are several years old and later they've vlogged to update viewers on how their lives did not turn to shit and they are all fine and dandy.
It is these videos that depress me considerably.
You do not deserve to be fine! You should not have been able to have a child at 12, finish school, go to uni and have a great job! You should be pulling your hair out on a regular basis, be crying over how shit your life panned out and be working in a call centre like the stereotype that you are!!!
But no, thats me.
I'm Louise, I'm 22 and not pregnant, and what have I achieved with my life over the past 6 years since I got my own place and became a 'grown up'?
A Merit Pass on a BTEC and a liver that's seen better days.
Shit.
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